Hoping everything is not lost

I am me. A person with the weakest heart.

If my heart is too fragile to handle, leave.

If you want to be treated like a King, leave.

If my words feel like knives, leave.

If you question my pain, leave.

You never see us through my eyes. Never in my shoes.

I stood by you since day 1.

I stood by you even when I was the least important person.

I stood by you when you were on the phone with the girl of your dreams.

I stayed on the phone listening to you talk about her.

I stood by you when you treated me like rubbish.

I stayed.

Now all these feelings that I have been keeping, they're eating me up inside.

Im afraid I might lose anything more of my heart to spare.

And when I do,

Just forgive me. Like how I forgave you.